Any Advice? Please
UpdatedI been on H for 5 years now. At this moment i'm still fighting my addiction, my nose is already messing up, if i poke it, it bleeds. i try blowing it and i still see the pills in there (nasty, i know) but I dont want to get to the point where i have to administer it in other ways. I do about a 40 a day. i try quitting cold turkey but i can't. i have to take care of my daughter (10months) and go to school..i lose hope, i was told a million times, Once a drug addict, ALWAYS a DRUG ADDICT:( but i really want to stop. but my question is this.. why do people here say they have to keep doing the suboxones? do i really have to keep buying them? The last time i stopped I went threw the pain, i was in pain for about a week but i went to mexico so i could be away from this place (TX). It was hurting sooo bad that i would cry, i couldnt sleep, eat, get up, i couldnt even play with my baby. but i can only do that when i move outa this place..when i stopped feeling the withdraws i felt FREE, HAPPY, FULL OF LOVE. I WAS ME. when i returned, i fought with the father of my baby, he kept throwing my past in my face..i never had to sleep with anyone to get it. And the guy i use to get it from told him lies. sayin i was doin those dirty works, but only i kno the truth, so then I moved outa there and started doing it again. i always say i do it bc im alone in raising my daughter. he never sees her, not even buy her anything, im so stupid for even thinking in havin a family with him to change my ways..its only gotten worse, Can anyone please tell me what to do?? Like i said, I've done this before but, how i did it.. i waited to be really sick and then take a piece of the strip (8mg) Split it in half. . then i stopped.. was i doing it wrong? i got the 2 of the 12mg. can anyone tell me the proper way???
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