Drugs And Addiction
UpdatedHey my fellow pals who understand what addiction is! So many of us have it and its the hardest thing to quit even if you WANT to! Right u know im right but dont blame yourself cuz statistics say that additive personalities are in our genes. We are the lucky ones that got it from your mom, father, grandfather, grandmother etc. Anyway what i guess i am trying to say that it down right fn sucks, its a big ass monkey on our backs and its NOT EASY to just STOP. Where do we get the strength and WILLPOWER?! I am sooooo mad at myself cuz i have been clean for many years. It started with 4 operations on my foot with no more pills of course i was so afraid of the withdrawal effect. So i went on a suboxone program. So what happens, i break 4 ribs and bruised my lung! Of course i needed painkillers and ended up with a dr that prescribed a hell of alot and being an addict of course i ate them like candy!!! So now i have my suboxone waiting for me at the pharmacy meanwhile sick sick sick three days without perks, now i cant get my suboxone cuz of how many perks were prescribed to me; 150 to be exact. I am in total withdrawal now and cannot function!!! So in other words i am f***ed. Its HELL!!! I want to wish you guys to be strong as hard as it is and that good old willpower ha ha easy to write it!!! Bottom line is i wish i never broke my ribs cuz im right back where i started. Good luck to all. GOD BLESS.
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