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lynn Says:

Fri, May 13, 2011

I found Subutex in my daughter's room with a needle. Do people really IV this? Why do people take it that dont need it?

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Mookie1590 Says:
Sat, November 14, 2015

If they won't put an effort in to type better than a ten year old, and make it comprehendible. Then I'm not going to put in the effort to decode it. And I can tell if it's not their native tongue and they f*** up. I will put in a great effort to decode. Then I give them advice and encouragement, all because they tried and actually care. If someone doesn't care about their sentence structure then I don't care what they have to say. Communication is what puts us above other species and our tools. It is what built this world up. You may not care. But I do. Don't step all over it and disrespect it. It is part of us.

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Mookie1590 Says:
Sat, November 14, 2015

I tried to quit cold turkey. Two weeks later the effects just got worse. I was having severe muscle cramps. The pain was so bad I decided to run through a sheetrock wall... several times. Did nothing but bruise myself. I hadn't any sleep in 3 days. I was getting severally depressed. The rls was brutal. I was rocking back and forth in the fetal postion like a nut job crying and begging God to make it stop. No energy. I tried to get exercise several times and could not breath after five steps, sunshine, etc. I always found ways to help reduce with perc WD. But not with sub WD. It was hell on earth. I broke and started looking. And I Also decided I will just kill myself if I ever have to to that again. I can't handle that, I'm just to weak. I understand why so many people kill them selves after quitting. The depression is horrible to. But the pain. I would just rather die. I'm tired of this life. I have been doing drugs since the age of 11. started with pot like most, did coke at 13 pill addiction at 15. I'm 22 now. And I'm not some bum or lazy junkie. I consider myself a very smart person. When I was 9 my dad and I worked together building house. I did that with him for a decade. I took the money from that and started studying my true passion. Electrical engineering. I bought myself several college textbooks on the matter. I had a 2 year college education self taught understanding at the age of 13. By the time I was 15 I was building complex logics systems. Built a calculator that could add, subtract, divide, multiply and turn it out into a LCD screen. The circuit was these ten 1x1 foot homemade motherboards on top of each other. Took Me three months of building, failure, couple fires on two of the boards and then success. It worked. I was so proud of myself, and again I was oy 15 when I built this massive system that is on intergrated circuits the size of a dime. Thing was heavy. Really gave Mr a aphreachiation of our small tech. Then CE the pills. Around that time my only girlfriend that I have ever had broke up with me, tore me apart. I started pills and got adicted. Got depressed and stopped most of my study's to chase the high. Through my dream and passion out the window, well also because I. Still to this day, cab not get funds for college. About a two years ago I started ti do sub. Managed to grow up some and get out of my depression. I started my study's up again. Scared TNG. Because I was horrified I would not be able to build and troubleshoot complexes system that I could have at a young age. And those feats partially came true. Took a couple months to get on track. Now I gave taught myself how to do micro electronics. I am having a blast working under my microscope. I'm trying to start up a logic board repair buissness. I fix Mac books on the side as well. Mostly water damage, no backlight, etc. I always have to troubleshoot the logic board and fix it under the microscope because the pieces are as big as a grain of dust. I fix issues apple says ate impossible to fix ir they charge $1200 and delete your data. Where I fix the same issue for $0.12 and you keep your data for a quarter of their price. Ape is the worst company, ever. They treat pair like crap. I'm also making it possible to mail your Mac books in. But my location is the worst for local businesses nor is it booming. Infact it is almost a joke. I wish I lived in a city and not in the middle of the woods in Tennessee. But I digress. Point I'm making is, even though I am a wonderful jack of all traces, u take prude in my work and try to do the best job for my customers. Be it building a house or advanced circuit troubleshooting and all this i have done only being 22. I would blow my head off if I had to go through that again. I'm just to weak. I hate typing on the phone. I can imagine the typos. I don't know what to for. I just want this nightmare to end.

-Joshua

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Terry Says:
Tue, November 24, 2015

Damn Joshua, you're stronger than you think! You sound like a very smart kid and I hope you find your way. Don't kill yourself. Have you tried weaning off?

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nik Says:
Mon, December 7, 2015

Who the hell cares about spelling and all this bull**** . Answer the damn question. That's all people care about, IDC how u sound. you answer my question ..then cool thanks ! ****ing people man....

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