Fentanyl Patch 100mg, Morphine Solution,soma 350mg, Morphine

I work Night shift for 32 Years operating a printing press , I Had a Car accident in Dec.1986 Had a Stiff Neck was Given Soma350mg and a Pain Med.my Neck Got worse But I had Surgery on my Right Foot Then My Right Arm ( Caught it Rollers) Then Heart Attack Triple Bypass so my Neck Problem got Pushed back, Then 2 Months After i went Back to work after Heart Surgery My Neck and Left arm Gave out, Felt Like My arm was torn off and My Neck was Broken,After Trying Many Pain Meds I was put on Fentanyl Patch 100mg and Morphine Solution 20ml @ 6 Hours,I had Neck Surgery 2 Bones 4 Disc Taken out and Plate put in, After Surgery my Right arm was Dead could not move Nothing, it was Brachial plexus injury, The Patch was now every 2 days and Morphing 20ml @ 4 Hours and More Soma, I Picked my Meds and it was for 90 days , it was a Big paper Bag full my Son was Pissed But I did take as told Until I was Depressed and put 3 patches in my Mouth and 2 on my Arms + Lots of Soma I passed out but yes i woke up in the Morning i was in Shock, I did OD Many Times But Nobody in ER or Family did or Said Much, I Kept Taking The Meds. I Was Getting a Lot of Boxes of Patches and # Big Bottles of Morphing Solution + 385 Soma, I was a Mess Could not talk and would OD Many Times But still got the meds. Crazy Right?!?!

I Lost 30lbs in 90 days Doctor was Mad But did not Stop Meds. Doctor Said the benefit out way the risk(wow!!) I Kept taking meds and still more OD, in 2014 The Doctor Told me to use Med. Marijuana but to stop the Fentanyl 100mg Patch , ok i did, But still on Morphine and Soma, as of June 2011 on Disability, New Doctor put me on Morphine Sul.60mg ER and Morphine Sul. 30mg IR, went thru Withdrawal many times i just wanted to be Numb as Pain got worse, Not Working was Not Good, My Body and mind got Worse, now My life Sucks, my Left Foot and Right Hip are the only parts that do not Hurt, I am a mess, I use a Walker when i can, and I cant Sleep, I Just cant take it anymore, I Keep thinking of ways to end it, I see a PCP, Pain Specialist, Cardiologist, Now i just want to be Numb, Now i was Just want to sleep for good, at this Moment i took 2 60mg ER and 2 30mg IR + 2 Soma350mg , I live in AZ and There is no Real Help for me i would love to move to L.A. Cali.to get Real Help but not enough $$ to do it, so i sit here wondering what to do, I,m so Tired of No Sleep and the Pain, I Take 14 Scripts, I have asked for Help but no one Listens,all i have are Drugs, That is all i want, to be Numb,, I dont know maybe it will all end soon, all i know is i cant keep doing this, I Have been on Drugs all my Life, Not sure why i did this, maybe just to say it, I wish all of you if anybody Reads this The Best, Good Night!?!?

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